is harder why is that!
i dislike my self at the moment!
maybe because i messed up on
something which i know i could of
just not showed my feelings toward!
it's like 12 something in
the morning and i don't
think i'm going to school today i
have too many things on my mind
i need to deal with them!
i don't care anymore i'm done trying
to be the best i can be towards
i just give up!